hmm.havent blog for like...2 daes? waked up earli for some checkup.nd to go again 6months later): nth much. now tad bro is away.e hse become like sooo quite.it can be scary yupps.hence my slpless nites. wanted to go out wif denise but cant): i guess peo do change. i cant sae if its a gd thing or a bad thing. but i noe that we will nvr be the same again. some things are juz meant to be left untouched. so that when u think bout those time they will be nice n perfect flawless. boy. u said u will be there n i din doubt u at all. knowing tad u care is enough realli i dun ask for more. suddenly i juz dunno wad to sae to u i juz wan tis kind of feeling to cont' cos its nice having u by my side to wad extent am i willing ot love u? can i love u tad much? enough to let u go? i dunno. cos i'm too selfish to let u go. so u shall always be here.